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Exhausting And Worth It

Exhausting
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Oops, I did it again. I traveled to visit family and overdid it for an entire week. I spent 2 entire days in the car and 5 days playing with my grandson on the floor. This exhausting trip wasn’t a mistake, though. I knew what I was getting myself into. Letting myself become exhausted was worth it.

As most of you with chronic illness know, there are times that we just throw our bodies into an adventure, knowing that we will pay. Life doesn’t promise to be easy, and some things are worth the extra effort. It took so much energy and effort to put my body out there and take off on this trip. But, my desire to visit my loved ones outweighed the pain that would follow.

Chronic pain, acute pain, and complete exhaustion are the results of overdoing it. We put on a smile to hide our pain, but the smile isn’t fake. Enjoying a family visit is true enjoyment. Time with my children is a true blessing. I would go through all the pain to make these priceless memories happen.

We made the 10 hour drive last week. I prepared by packing comfortable clothes and my supportive shoes. Unfortunately, I took my shoes off in the car and broke my toe. All of my medicines, lidocaine gels, heating pads, and special diet foods were packed for the adventure. We travel frugally and don’t stop for expensive meals. So, we made sure to have healthy snacks in the car.

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When traveling, it isn’t as easy as being at home. I wasn’t able to take everything that I count on for resting: my fan, my recliner, my water filter, and my frozen food. When my Small Fiber Neuropathy “attacks” happen, the fan really helps. My recliner is so comfortable and takes the pressure off of my back when it’s having sharp pains.

Having a water filter makes it easy for me to drink lots of water each day, without having to pay for bottled water. My freezer is stocked with organic meat and vegetables to help me cook healthy meals. We all know that traveling is not the best way to eat healthy meals. I always end up eating junk food and too much salt.

The good news is that I stayed on my sugar-free diet and have now lost a total of 5 pounds. I know it isn’t much, but it’s a good start. I’ve now adjusted to the sugar-free meal plan and don’t crave sugar anymore. I can’t tell that I feel any better, but I’ll continue to keep sugar out of my diet.

Playing on the floor with a 10 month old baby is a joy! It’s also much better for a young person than someone like me. My body hated me afterward, but the smiles from this sweet child were worth it. My sciatica really flared and I needed to work on my stretches and take anti-inflammatories. I also came down with laryngitis and a sore throat.

Now is the time to accept my fate and work toward recovering from the exhausting week. To get back to my normal I’ll need to take lots of time to rest and get extra sleep. It will be important to take any needed medication and use all the helpful tools I can find. Ice, heat, patches, gels, creams, and gentle exercises will be my friends.

Exhausting

It doesn’t do any good to fret or blame myself. There is no guilt in pretending to feel better than you really are feeling. It’s part of my chronic illness life. That doesn’t mean that I lie, because I do tell my family how I feel. But, sometimes the smiling comes easily and naturally. It’s alright to cry afterward if you need to.

I thank God that I have family that loves me and a grandchild. Being a grandparent is awesome! With Christmas coming soon, it will be such a blast to be with family again. Exhaustion will again be expected, but so will smiles.

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14 thoughts on “Exhausting And Worth It

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  2. Glad you got something out of it. Hope you get the much needed rest!

    1. Thank you, Calvin 🙂

      1. Thank you for sharing this

  3. iam sorry for you. you must get rest

    1. I’m trying to do that. It will be easier after the big meal tomorrow. I hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving!

  4. Great post. Thanks for sharing.

    1. Thank you, Nancy! Happy Thanksgiving 🙂

    2. Thank you!

  5. I know this feeling and it is definitely worth it! I have a chronic illness and three children ages 10,6 and 5. I usually do pretty good most days, but I do however overdo it a lot and do not rest as often as I should. I also stopped eating gluten around 6 months ago but I cheat on Thanksgiving and Christmas and usually do not feel well afterwards, but it’s worth it! Thank you so much for sharing. 🙂

    1. I’m sure it must be hard to pace yourself with three young children. I’m sorry the gluten bothers you. I hope that you’ll feel back to normal soon. Cheating on the diet can be worth it, especially when there are so many treats to tempt 🙂

  6. This is so nice. I am so happy you got to enjoy your family. Sometimes we just have to make up our mind to do things and trust in God. I understand the chronic pain because I have it. It totally wears me out. Thank you so much for sharing this. God Bless

    1. Thank you, Linda. You have a great attitude and perspective. I hope you have many days with less pain this time of year 🙂

  7. I admire your spirit. Enjoy your family and rest when you can.

    1. Thanks, Debbie. That’s one thing I will really look forward to: Enjoying the family 🙂 I hope you have a splendid time with yours 🙂

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